A little update/hello

The last year has been quite a whirl-wind; I've moved across the country; I've switched jobs; and I've gotten married (by far the happiest of the three things listed). There is still something, however, that I can't seem to shake: The feeling that I'm not living up to my full potential as a person. I feel like I can do more, both in my working life/career, and as a person. The jobs I've worked in my life just haven't been fulfilling (in the least bit, to be honest). I need something that is both more challenging to me mentally and something that makes me feel as if I'm actually accomplishing something, and not just working my life away with no ends....What good are the means if there are no ends? In an attempt to keep my mind from becoming even more dull than it has become (and to sharpen it, to a degree) I'm going to make an effort to read and write more. I imagine a lot of the feelings that both me and my wife have been feeling the last 4 or 5 months are pretty normal for late 20-somethings to feel...the difference is that I don't want to just get used to that feeling... I'm not going to let either me or my wife get used to that feeling. I don't know why this post has sort of turned in to a rah-rah post for...well...myself, but so be it! Please, oh please, let this last 4 months of 2014 finish on a high for both me and my wife. Till next time, Nick